Maybe today was not so bad at all.

Last night, I was thinking my birthday this year would suck without daddy. In the past, I thought I was used to him flying already but it doesn't seem so. While talking to dear last night, I was controlling myself and telling myself not to cry. It's my birthday anyway, so I should not be crying. When we put down the phone, I went to read the sms Dear sent me, which mentioned something about my dad. After reading it, I cried very badly and dear had to call and comfort me again. Stupid right? haha.

I almost cried, thinking of my father again, this morning and before the exam started. I got some presents from my friends too. A teddy bear and a necklace. I've been trying to find that necklace for a long time. It's either out of stock or when I saw the price, I can't bear to buy it. I LOVE the necklace. I LOVE my friends too! haha. After school, dear treated me to buffet today. Daddy sms-ed me, wishing me happy birthday, while we were having buffet. Then dear jisiao-ed me. He said now what ever I'm eating will taste sweet because of the message. I somehow admit it. haha. After that, I went home and slept. Daddy called my handphone in the evening, which woke me up from my sleep. Talked to daddy for about 15 minutes! Daddy's coming back to Singapore this month end!! The first ship which Daddy built has set out already. Somehow I feel happy for him. haha. After he put down the phone, I called dear and cried again. haha. Dear said I happy also cry, sad also cry. I don't know why I'm like that though.

I want him to come back NOW.